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[here_inmyhead]

Nothing like a trip to Barnes N' Noble, a place that should've energized me, to remind you how awkward and friendless you are. And the friends that you do have live too far away.

I have no idea why I keep thinking of Skull Kid, even to this day as I pick up the Majora's Mask manga out of nostalgia? Maybe because we're both lonely. Maybe because the close friends you do have remind you of this, remind you what you've been missing. Though I sure as hell hope I'm not as destructive and crazy as he was under the influence of Majora. But maybe he still did those things and I should be mad at him. Maybe I am but I'm not either. Maybe I relate too much to be mad. Maybe it's like looking at myself in the mirror and becoming saddened from what I see. It hurts.

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[deryck.livejournal.com]

BUT BOOKS ARE YOUR FRIEND! my pathetic attempt at cheering you up

Seriously, I'm no stranger to loneliness and awkwardness. And if it helps, I'd totally hang with ya whenever if you were in NY.

You are cool beans, puri. So cool that it calls for outdated lingo.

[valkyriur.livejournal.com]

I know what you mean. It's hard when one cannot just 'hang out' physically with ones friends. It's that comfort of being physically attached, even if it's just for a few minutes for a coffee date. You'll be okay, Puri. It's hard, but you'll be okay. *hugs*