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[here_inmyhead]

Arty Kid

Whether you were a drama freak or an emo poet, you definitely were expressive and unique. You're probably a little less weird these days - but even more talented!

Who Were You In High School?

Your Monster Profile

Behemoth Doctor You Feast On: Olives You Lurk Around In: The Hearts of Men You Especially Like to Torment: Emo Kids

What's Your Monster Name?

Your 2005 Song Is

Beverly Hills by Weezer "My automobile is a piece of crap My fashion sense is a little whack And my friends are just as screwy as me" You breezed through 2005 in your own funky style!

What Hit Song of 2005 Are You?

The Movie Of Your Life Is A Cult Classic

Quirky, offbeat, and even a little campy - your life appeals to a select few. But if someone's obsessed with you, look out! Your fans are downright freaky. Your best movie matches: Office Space, Showgirls, The Big Lebowski

If Your Life Was a Movie, What Genre Would It Be?

You Are 50% Boyish and 50% Girlish

You are pretty evenly split down the middle - a total eunuch. Okay, kidding about the eunuch part. But you do get along with both sexes. You reject traditional gender roles. However, you don't actively fight them. You're just you. You don't try to be what people expect you to be.

How Boyish or Girlish Are You?

Your Band Name is:

The Badass Panties

Band Name Generator

Your Heart Is Purple

For you, love is about establishing and developing a deep connection. If it's true love, it brings you more wisdom and inner strength. Your flirting style: Sincere Your lucky first date: An afternoon at a tea house Your dream lover: Is both thoughtful and expressive What you bring to relationships: Understanding

What Color Heart Do You Have?

Your Eyes Should Be Brown

Your eyes reflect: Depth and wisdom What's hidden behind your eyes: A tender heart

What Color Should Your Eyes Be?

Your Birthdate: August 22

You tend to be understated and under appreciated. You have a hidden force to do amazing things, doing them your own way. People may see you as strange and shy, but they know little. Your unconventional ways have more power than they (and even you) know. Your strength: Standing up for what you know is true Your weakness: You tend to be picky and rigid Your power color: Silver Your power symbol: Square Your power month: April

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

How Will Armageddon Affect You? LiveJournal Username Religion / belief system Judeo-Christian or other monotheisticGreek reconstructionist or other polytheisticWiccan or other made-up-theisticI-just-like-to-blow-shit-up-theisticAtheist who's in for a nasty surpriseI believe I'll have another drink Have you lived a full life? I have done everything I've set out to doI have done everyone I've set out to doI live in my parent's basement. I've wasted my life.I've never had a life to begin with.Define 'full'. My life has been full of vodka! How will you spend your last 24 hours? Sex, sex, and more sexMasturbation, masturbation, and more masturbationMax out credit cards, then realize purchases won't arrive in timeDeathbed conversion to the first deity who shows upCharitable works to help those in need. No, really!Same as any other 24 hours - cartoons, video games, and cheetosDrunken stupor; with any luck you won't notice the end of the world What are your famous last words? You will be killed by A wafer-thin after dinner mint You will die in the company of eleganceliberty Will die happy knowing that you died first kairoannunaki Will turn out to have been God all along pimmy_pim Will turn out to have been Satan all along winds_nocturne Will turn out to have been stoned all along ficbitches The ultimate disposition of your soul You will be reincarnated as a yak This Fun Quiz created by Allah Sulu at BlogQuiz.Net

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You scored 35 Heterosexuality, 14 Homosexuality, and 86 Asexuality!

You are moderately interested in sex to asexual, but do not appear to be interested in either gender. The higher your score in asexuality, the less interested in you are in sex.

My test tracked 3 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender: You scored higher than 22% on Heterosexuality You scored higher than 42% on Homosexuality You scored higher than 99% on Asexuality

Link: The 3-Variable Sexuality Spectrum Test written by kitsunechild on Ok Cupid, home of the 32-Type Dating Test

The Hermit


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You get the feeling you've done something you feel ashamed of, and just want your mind purged so you can be "purified"? (Or at least, from depression and wangst) Kind of going through that faze right now.

Actually kind of afraid to try writing fanfiction, as even they're starting to turn into embarressing, emo*soap operas I cringe looking at a day later. 'Cause as far as I'm considering, whenever I write just to serve as therapic pieces for myself, it turns out to be the most gut-churning shit I've ever done--hence, I never write when I'm depressed. I know I'm not going to post everything online, so it's probably unhealthy I'm NOT writing--just that I get this urge to be good, you know? If I write crap, it's only going to make me feel worse. So I feel like I'm between a rock and a hard place, except I don't know what to do. I just know I don't want to do anything stupid I'll end up hurting myself more.

I take myself too seriously sometimes. And I really shouldn't do that... this is what happens to me when I do.

Comments

[missmorrichan.livejournal.com]

Perhaps you could let it all out in writing when you're depressed, then delete it shortly after when you're feeling better? Like type it all out really quickly, then don't even bother looking it over. Or perhaps keep it all in a special "vent" folder (I'm not certain if you don't organize like this already) so you don't have to look if you don't want to. Either way, I really hope you feel better soon! *hug*

(and I randomly feel the need to say that I read "purified" as "puri-fied" rather than "pure-i-fied")

[metaraymek.livejournal.com]

You get the feeling you've done something you feel ashamed of, and just want your mind purged so you can be "purified"? (Or at least, from depression and wangst) Kind of going through that faze right now.

Don't I know it, Puri. *hugs*

'Cause as far as I'm considering, whenever I write just to serve as therapic pieces for myself, it turns out to be the most gut-churning shit I've ever done--hence, I never write when I'm depressed.

I've written a few pieces myself. I wrote one back in may that was a means for me to vent through emotional melodrama with a close friend of mine... not to mention a couple pieces both fan and original that make my sister worry about me. D=

Sometimes I just open up Notepad, write whatever short story comes to mind and when I feel 'purged', I just simply close it without saving it. Sometimes I feel better, sometimes I don't.

My sis is like: "You should write comedy! You should write comedy!" (she hates my drama-centric stuff for whatever reason) I'll admit I've done it... but then it quickly devolves off into pitch black humor that frightens her.

*hugs* I'm sure you'll feel better at some point. =]

[bottlemilk.livejournal.com]

Ugh, I do know that feeling. >< *squeeze* As you say, though, it is a faze, and fazes do pass.

Perhaps you should take a break from writing, even if it's just for a couple of days? Or you could express your feelings through something else - drawing, maybe? Or even going swimming or doing something like that.

I find that when I feel stuck or pressured or anything and I have a lot on my mind, I get out this big A4 lined pad, and scribble down everything that is bugging me. It's more like a diary than anything else, but it isn't even that. A collection of thoughts, I guess. I find it really clears out my mind and makes me feel a lot better. Maybe you could try it? I don't know... *sighs and hugs*

I do hope you feel better soon, anyway. <3 *cuddle*