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Huh. Had a series of three odd dreams today. (All during where I slept until afternoon. OH YEAH I ROCK) One of them being where a bunch of kids and I played Hide-&-Seek in my grandpa's (the one I didn't get along with) huge house. Now matter how clever I thought a hiding place was, I was ALWAYS discovered. Or I find an intelligent one, and some adult would spot me and I'd be done for. Finally, by the time I FINALLY found a good spot (in a closet with long shimmery dresses long enough to conceal my feet) where I'm convinced no one would ever find me, nobody wanted to play Hide-&-Seek anymore and ignored me.

Wow. Just wow. I wonder what this reminds me of.

I'm convinced that something is wrong with me and that every minute, I'm digging my own grave. I don't even know what I could do to cheer myself up. Even playing Tetris 2 didn't help.

I'm probably to the point I get so worried over everything and so paranoid that I need to be medicated for it too.

I'm so completely doomed.

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Well, took me a while to beat December Blues, but that bit of offline time was what I needed. ^^ And whee! I finished my Secret*Santa stuff.

Thanks for being there for me everyone. Especially you Jai, for being super understanding. *cliiiiiing*

P.S. Carrie, DaVinci's Notebook = TEH WIN!11!