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Goinked from bacchi:

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I can imagine me being too afraid to look at other people's responses to this... I'm that skewed. :/ 'Cause sometimes, I wish I was at that point in Sonicdom where I didn't know anybody, didn't know people's thoughts on characters/ships/upcoming games, but was happy with what I already had--just that hanging around all that negativity in your own friggin' fandom is really draining compared to the usual easy-to-deal-with fangirls and such. It's hard to find inspiration and feel comfortable with something with the rest of the fandom whining and complaining how "completely screwed" and "unredeemable" their own series is. :/

I'm starting to feel afraid typing about my feelings of Sonicdom in my LJ. 'Cause I always feel like someone in my flist is gonna rat at me. :/ And well... I don't want to cause any fights. :( It's not that I don't love Classic*Sonic. It's not that I don't have my hopes and dreams and prayers for what I want (and don't want) to happen with Next-Gen/Rivals/Secret of the Rings ala Wildfire. Just that I've played humongoidly worse games than Sonic Heroes/Sonic Shuffle/ShtH/Sonic Labyrinth combined. So I know what bad gaming is. @.@;;;

Maybe I'm becoming bitter and awful just like the rest of them. Maybe in a different way, maybe the same. That I'm scared of too.

Sorry for all the wangst and whinage in my LJ lately. :/ I'll see if I can do a crazy/random/"Cheer Up Emo Kid!" post sometime this weekend.

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I'm just getting that feeling again that the more I post on LJ today, the whinier I get.

Just... nevermind me. I'm overreacting again, nothing big. Now I better shut my mouth before I really bother someone. I'm just getting beyond intolerable.

Resisting the urge to fling self off a cliff just gets weaker and weaker.