Apr. 7th, 2005

here_inmyhead: Raggedy Ann as animated in "Raggedy Ann & Andy: A Musical Adventure." (1977) (Sonadow - Live & Learn)
I'm sorry I can't type much... I'm sitting in a weird and uncomfortable position, and it's ALL my Dad's fault. As if being late to school was my fault, and I was never told anyone was going to pick me up, and they act like, "Aw, she missed the bus on purpose! She's late. She's laaaaate! :D" Bus? Wtf, I was told of no bus, nor would I forget. My parents told me someone was going to pick me up... that was it. And I end up waiting in my room for an hour...

Felt miserable/paranoid all day, and Dad decides to take forever shopping for food while my feet hurt and I'm standing bored to death, (Dammit, he KNOWS I hate shopping! Or is he using his age as an excuse to "forget"?) Then he had to go and enter some stupid plant place "for five minutes" (Ha! Good thing it took you 7-10 instead of 20) and then I come home, and my room is wrecked.

Frillin' movers came in with all the furniture from Fire Pit Florida, and they had to trash my room with worthless junk too. Including a Hell Machine, aka T.V. And my computer has been moved to the other end of the ROOM. "We might have to move your computer there." Dad says. What, so the sunlight can blind and distract me!? To which he says, "You can always turn the shades down." HA! Knowing what I had to put up with my brother and his T.V. watching/video game playing habits in the last uhh... "living space", turning the shades down'll be as useful as turning the T.V. away from my face and telling my brother to lower the volume. Which is bullshit. And I know shades--there will ALWAYS be a little creak of light beneath each one. And that's not any less distracting, hm?

I've checked what I want in the room, and all I care for is a set of drawers and the black desk-like thingee for my computer. And that's it. Everything else needs to get shoved out, 'cause no matter what my parents want, I am NOT treating my room like a garage. This is MY frillin' life, and what they want and what their problems are are NOT apart of it! Just get this junk out of my room, so I can slam the door on you and the stuff and live in peace.

Two things are important in my life right now, and believe it or not, it's not "material" stuff like food and furniture and little dumb metal pieces and green slips that are supposed to bring you "happiness". It's my friends and work... or more specifically, my friends and secret fic. The secret fic means a lot to me--I HAVE to finish it. I'm giving my blood and soul to this thing, and I'm putting my heart and full-effort into this thing before I lose it--and lose inspiration, which I'm scared will happen if I don't finish. I wanna finish it before college, and that's saying a lot considering how slow it takes me to upload a chapter of CWCR. I want to be known as a kick-ass writer--to shed light in a place where everyone's gone berserk and possibly collapsing. I write because I CARE. And I suck at explaining, I really do... but there's a whole lot more to this than that that makes my fic important to me. A lot more... excuse me if you read me wrong.

Dad doesn't realize it, though. The fact I have a T.V. in my room and that I'm typing on the floor against the wall with the keyboard in my lap and trying not to unplug anything with my feet aught to suffice. And wow. I had to figure out how to get the monitor to work without Dad's help. Not that that's much of an accomplishment. That, and Dad says I should write stories that "everyone would like, not just people who like Anime'" but that's another rant altogether.

Icons are in the next entry. I promised them, I know...
here_inmyhead: Raggedy Ann as animated in "Raggedy Ann & Andy: A Musical Adventure." (1977) (Emo*Bobbery)
Man, this icon really comes in handy. Kids? Meet Emo*Bobbery. The 'ol salty bastard... Melikes him.

And here's everyone's icons from the meme. :o

Gifts Beneath the Cut! )
here_inmyhead: Raggedy Ann as animated in "Raggedy Ann & Andy: A Musical Adventure." (1977) (Emo*Bobbery)
Aw, after a rough day, looks like my icons were a hit. :3 *HUGS you all* Computer got reorganized... Dad's tired, but he can rest now... and the compy's in a much better place and I have sound again. You make Angsty*Bobbery happy. :3

I love you all so much. *hug* Sweet dreams, everyone. ;)

In the arms of the angel, fly away from here
From this dark cold hotel room and the endlessness that you fear
You are pulled from the wreckage of your silent reverie
You're in the arms of the angel--
May you find some comfort here...

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