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Dec. 31st, 2004 11:23 amDear fangirls, don't worship a favorite fanartist/fanficcer too much. You'll scare them.
I suck, I suck, I suck... I hate myself sometimes. Especially when I openly fangirl.
Flipped through my favorites on DA and found that two of my mega favorite fanarts got deleted. Obviously by the artist, since there was a mention in notes she wasn't too happy with it. Not just that, though... I was one of the last people who commented on the pics. Not often I do that, unless I'm really impressed and know I've got something to say. Sometimes I don't comment until way later and think, "Dammit, I enjoyed this longer than that..." Sometimes I comment immediately and uttely screw up, by saying too much and more than nesessary, or comment and say too little when you mean so much more, and/or realize there's something else you've missed and want to mention, but it's too late. At any rate, when I comment, I'm no longer lurking. Voila. And I'm such a fandom lurker.
Granted, I still have them saved on my computer. But since this is Netzero, I'm probably stuck with a blurry version on one of them for the rest of my life without knowing how to fix it, if ever.
I suck, I suck, I suck... I hate myself sometimes. Especially when I openly fangirl.
Flipped through my favorites on DA and found that two of my mega favorite fanarts got deleted. Obviously by the artist, since there was a mention in notes she wasn't too happy with it. Not just that, though... I was one of the last people who commented on the pics. Not often I do that, unless I'm really impressed and know I've got something to say. Sometimes I don't comment until way later and think, "Dammit, I enjoyed this longer than that..." Sometimes I comment immediately and uttely screw up, by saying too much and more than nesessary, or comment and say too little when you mean so much more, and/or realize there's something else you've missed and want to mention, but it's too late. At any rate, when I comment, I'm no longer lurking. Voila. And I'm such a fandom lurker.
Granted, I still have them saved on my computer. But since this is Netzero, I'm probably stuck with a blurry version on one of them for the rest of my life without knowing how to fix it, if ever.
