It's interesting, really. Back when I was a little kid, my family and relatives were some of the closest and most important things I've loved. Now I think my family sucks... there's a few relatives I think I can trust, but you can never be sure what new facts you can learn about. In my own family, I'm closest to Dad... but even then, he's being a friggin' IDIOT lately. Why must he procrastinate so much? Why does he think he can be so powerful by screaming at the top of his lungs at everyone and wangsting about his hardships? Why does he spend dollars upon dollars trying to fix some defunct computer that CANNOT be fixed, and trying to fix things while only breaking them more into destruction? 'Cause I have one cliché that most definately needs to be plugged, no, PLUMMEL into his brain right now: if something is NOT broken, DON'T. FIX. IT. Oh yeah, Dad, just because you're Jewish doesn't mean you're wonderful.
If you want to fight with my idiot mother and the two of you try to have as much opposing views as possible to make your STUPID fighting worse, keep it away from me, because I want to listen to Evanescence, NOT you two morons. I'm not worrying about how little money we have and that my Mom gave it to my grandpa despite the fact he'll make things worse--I'm worried about you two idiots shutting up. Another thing that bugs me about dear old Daddy: he makes promises like he won't unleash his bad temper on anyone, yet seconds later, there he goes screaming with Mom again. And he goes into self-pity and blames it on his old age and recent cynical nature on his oh-so-horrible-past. Grow. UP. Of course, if I dare try to speak out against Dad, he'll yell at me and I don't want to start any arguments, nor would I want to reduce myself to his level. Which is a shame, 'cause one of these days, when I'm powerful and old enough for more people to take me seriously, I'll show my Dad just how weak he truly is. It'll be one, hard lesson he'll never forget, even for his "poor, senile, 60-something-year-old" brain.
When I grow up and get out of college, I think I'll be a hermit. Yep. That'll be the peaceful life.
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